Love You

Hey I love you, guys.

Weird

Is the word "weird" an offensive word to say?

OK. "Weird"=very strange, abnormal, supernatural. . . whatever.
To me, at least, means nothing. I mean that it does not have such a heavy or scornful meaning whatsoever. "Oh you're weird". I say that if someone acts a bit odd. What do you think? Is the word "weird" offensive?

Actually I said this to my flat-mate. She was alright with it. Here comes another flat-mate. He was listening to this and went. . . well basically that was not nice thing to say to her. According to him, saying somebody weird is rude. I had a massive "?" in my head. In fact that "?" went "Is it?". I explained that "weird" is not that rude word to me. But he was like, "I say good day to you" and left a room.

I asked my female flat-mate if I offended her when he was there. She said no. All clear.

Daaaaah, I don't know. I still have this"???" in my head.

Did he get offended me saying "weird" to her or what? Or he didn't like me saying rude words inc. s***, f***, etc.?

You know. . . it's soooooo annoying to make somebody disturb, annoy, angry, serious, whatever.

Furthermore. . .
you know, so many people criticise, complain, speak evil of others behind their back. I don't like that. I believe it's better say those things directly to them. Even if I get a "fist" because of that. I don't care. So I would call people weird if they don't get offend by that.

Well, I guess I'll talk about that with the flat-mate if I remember. Cos tomorrow is academically hard day. . .

The Thieves

People can criticise others so easily. Pointing at someone's back and say "You f***in' thief!".

Well, I read this Jeff Buckley's tribute website. There's a section called "The thieves" explaining which artists "stole" Buckley's vocal style. Right now I checked the band called "OURS". OK. The vocalist might sound like JB. But does it matter? He sings pretty well. I think if whoever sings well, then that's great.

Black beauty

I own a Fender Telecaster Custom. She is the most beautiful instrument ever. Wonderful pitch dark black. . . . The black when you catch closing eyes in darkness of the night. The sound the emptiness. The sound leads me to heaven.

I needed to leave her home because I must fly over to England for completing my study. Shame. You can't imagine how much I miss her. I love her so much. . .

Because I didn't become a lifeless block, I bought another guitar. Very cheap one. This guitar is shorter than my Tele. And the sounds. . . just like drunk bitch screaming in a pit. I feel like I got a whore in my room.

I miss my Black beauty. She makes me feel completed. I need her to satisfy my life.

A Satisfied Man With A Satisfied Mind

Happiness - Having music around me
Happiness - Playing the guitar
Happiness - Being with a lover
Happiness - Feeling not so bad about your own mortality when you have a true love
Happiness - Putting my soul into anything I do

Satisfied mind is not necessarily brought by money.

Everyone wants to be happy. I want to live seeking my own "Satisfied Mind".

I want to live. I want to burn like fire. The concept is easy but it's hard to be done.

By the way, I love Muller's corner yoghurt. I love it.